"My Dearest Courageous Kay-C"

November 15, 2006 since he won the womb race of my mom. He then was fully grateful, everyone welcomed him in the world, and finally he sees the beauty of our mother earth and to his mother as well. My mother is fully amazed while observing the sparkling eyes of his greatest gift from above. She always uttered that she won’t really make her son upset, discouraged instead she will help him to motivate and have a determination to commit all his dreams but that was our thoughts only, she did not expect a much that the borrowed life will fade away soon like a smoke. Everything was all set, he is fully alive, active, and a better child we ever known, one time he confess in front of his family that sooner or later he will reach his dream to be a soldier just to serve the land and securing the people in the industry of war, but all those dreams fades just like a star in the sky. He leave some memories, a love that we will cherish all day long that is one of his greatest legacies that we might not forget anymore. It seems like we carry the whole world while we are seeing him lying in the coffin, surrounding by a thousand petals of flower, and a candles that cries. My eyes buried a lot of tears , it seems like someone squeeze my heart and throw it in the trash I have no words only my broken heart speaks at all. Someone says that silence is the best scream. We can’t really predict what happen next all you need to do is to realize things or what you have done. 

Everything is just a temporary it is just like we are taking a nice bath with our own oil everyone will turn into ashes soon. His flesh, the way he talks, the way he do things might fade but his greatest memories won’t. Our deep cries cannot pay us but happiness can’t pay by money also. We love him, and God loves him. Wherever you are now I know you’re happy. My greatest gratitude is in you now.